Friday, December 30, 2011

I can hear it now.

And so here I am. Again. Where I was once before. I’ve come back from somewhere I thought I might stay. See that hill over there? Thats where my love once swayed. But here I am again. Back here. With new eyes. But the same old me. The same desires. The same heart. The same love that sees. Here I am again. Alone in the rain, along this shoreline. Where do I go from here? Time has only spoken of that. Yet, in a voice I cannot hear. I watch as the waves crash and kiss the sand beneath my feet. I think of the space here. The space between my being and hers. And how it means nothing now. Its only this shore and I. I run off seeking new thrills, new comforts, only to come back here, like the ripples of water, rifting within the ocean; I sway, I build, I crash.. only to return to this very shore and kiss the sand beneath my feet. For it is the only thing thats ever taken me. Thats ever held the weight of my being. For all that I am, and all that I’ll ever be.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

grey skies upon gray grounds


he kept walking
as he continued to fall apart
he watched as pieces of himself drifted away
he continued on
with his weary bones
toned and prone
to what may come forth



Wednesday, December 14, 2011

shades of scenes.


i trace the light on your skin

as the weight of shadows, battle within


to see your face is to reach within the depths of love

heartbreak
to hear your voice is to silence mine
to know of you
is to always hold
Faith.





Tuesday, December 6, 2011

the thrill of the hunt (296/365) by alexis mire on Flickr.




I want you. All of you; your smiles and your frowns, your tears of joy and tears of sadness. I want to be the shoulder you lean on. I want to hold you and tell you just how much I love you; forever. And ever. And ever. And ever. Because I do. I love you. I'll always love you. The very fibers within me have woven a new layer upon themselves. A coating that has now become a part of who I am. A layer of love that I've built for you. That you've built upon me. Its there. Sewn into the seams of everything I am. I'm yours. I'll never let you go. Every atom of my being screams for you, longing and thirsting for your being to place itself beside mine. You've got me crying. You look for every reason not to stay. But you've shown me every reason why I should. I tell you I need you because I love you. But you run, because the world you've come to know tells you thats not good enough. I'd have to be something I'm not, in order for you to stay. All I can do is give you my love. And continue. And hope that maybe one day it will be enough. Enough reason for you to stay.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

heavy tears.

heavy tears

do not flee

time is taken

stolen, so viciously

seeking trails

all weight from reason behind

gives them reason to bind

to the very skin on your bones

heavy tears, weigh the most

as if they leave with strings attached

to all emotions inside

they pull you out

yet leave you to dry

wondering why

why now

why at this very moment,

have you left me screaming

with no voice

no choice

but to cry

heavy tears, leave you motionless

lonely

wanting but not willing to die

heavy tears, are the bitter sweet truth

the very proof

that you are, alive



Friday, November 18, 2011

When it awakes, so will your soul.

oh how i love the bitter sweet taste of falling

weak in the bones

all senses keen

adrenaline rushing

like raging tides among thy heart

flowing, breezing through

mind lit aflame

soul alive, full force

it knows the pain of gravity

it knows

but the feeling of rising

it knows so much more

so much more

its all that I feel

the anticipation

of all this energy

moved, transferred

into momentum

a fraction used to get up

the rest used to rise

run

run

run

to be all.

the bitter sweet taste of falling

how i love the taste of gravel on my tongue

gritty

chalking the roof of my mouth

telling me truth

telling me, I have fallen

it is truth that cannot be denied

but something so much greater

is predicting

doing what has not been done yet

doing beyond what is obvious

proving grounds of thy heart

proving grounds of imagination put in motion

fueled

energy seeping out of every crevasse of the mind

finding ways to every vein, every particle

which creates the very body you hold

the very body that holds you

it creates everything you are for the moments it lasts

such energy can change a person

define

redefine

and build upon

such an energy can never stay in place

can never cease

it may slow

but energy like so

will never go

only forward

it slams the very being you thought you were

across the dull walls of the mindset you now own

and when it awakes

so will your soul



Thursday, November 17, 2011

lovesick

I should be feeling old

feeling time slip by faster

but with you it only seems to slow

with you I can't seem to grow

old

we breathe the air as our lungs shake

ready to quiver

and quake

as this love overwhelms

and consumes

we breathe in these toxic fumes

lovesick

out of breath

chasing anything but death

chasing a flame

a name

this very game we can't tame

chasing a love so insane

it makes us sane

it makes us



Friday, November 11, 2011

Love is the key.

Its strange to think about at first.. to think that everything you thought you’ve ever known about life hasn’t even begun to scratch the surface of what you could possibly know. That maybe why things happen and occur the way they do is all upon an idea taken for granted, because we run in fear of what it does to us. An idea so brilliant, so overwhelming, an idea that is God himself breathing in us, breathing life. An idea such as Love. There is no greater emotion. No feeling more powerful. Capable of bringing us to our knees and yet bound us with such energy and motive to do things beyond what we thought we would ever do. Love shapes our very beings. Upon the way we think about it, the way we accept and ignore it. Love is everything we are, in one way or another. Love is the basis upon which everything moves, exists and continues. Love is the key. Love is you and me. Love is the air we breathe, the sky we see. Love is everything. An energy binding a universe in such a boundless way. Creating an almost perfect structure, a perfect way of being.. full of possibility in all ways. But only if we accept it. Only if we embrace. Embrace love in all ways, in all things. Love is the key to everything.


Unwithering minds.

falling

free

faintly

losing

length

vividly

vibrantly

breathing

reaching

but hands held tight

are just hands held

one owns two

viciously kind

unwithering minds

set

unfinished



Tuesday, November 8, 2011

rifting tides.

oh, how I've longed to hear the words you speak

to feel this entirety of emotion

I've needed you

I've sought you

but you've lied elsewhere

within a direction my eyes had not set

these few words you feed my heart

could feed a thousand dreamers

an undying fuel, set ablaze in the bottom of my chest

we are here

and we are now

this love, a raging tide

rifting the seams of the boundaries we see

longing left lost, wandering

and wondering

longing left

behind the steps of this beating heart



Monday, November 7, 2011

incandescent

a longing lost

i see you

i see lights

gleaming

the stars above

but your smile seems to be so much brighter

words flowing from within

flowing

gleaming

from within

an undying love

realizing what it truly is

slowing down

oh, so slow

but steadier and more sure than ever


Mute reoccurrence.

I keep thinking I'm seeing you everywhere..

suddenly, every girl in every picture has become you

your image

your essence

you

I wish you knew

or maybe you do

just how much I love you

just how much I need you

I may seem mute at times

but theres always something there

always something building and ready to spill

you ignite my bones

my heart

my mind

what I can't control

just the way I feel

when you're around



Wednesday, November 2, 2011

A Heart's Chatter.

Just your name makes me smile

its vile

to loneliness

keen

to happiness

awakening a part of my soul I had not known existed

awakening

a part of my soul

Don't drift away.

Stay with me

Can't you see?

Just how vulnerable I am?

I lie here with open arms

an open heart

an open mind

ready to chase after all

a flame

anything capable of setting my heart on fire with such happiness

I'm ready to chase

after you




1652.

Sixteen.

Five.

Two.

You breathe.

I breathe too.

You sing.

But I can't hear you.

Where have you gone?

What will you do?

Without me

next to you?





Saturday, October 22, 2011

In the Heart of an Escapist.


Today, I gave a piece of myself away;
to you.
Hopefully, one day I'll see it again
in your hands
or maybe even in your heart.
I don't know what I am in your life anymore.
Or what I'm to become.
But my place with you is written.
Somewhere beyond the sun. Somewhere within the depths of my heart;
there's a place for you. There always has been.
The door's wide open, I'm welcoming you in.
Can't you see?
I've carved out this very piece of me;
for you.
Come and stay.
Believe.
Believe that possibility and potential lies here.
With truth in one hand and faith in the other, thats all we need.
I need to hear your heart scream.
I need you to respond to me: What is it you need?



Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Hum


Its the brink of night
my thoughts take flight
You're nowhere
somewhere
but not here
I hear you
yet there's not a sound
no noise
nothing but the creaks of the night
and the humming ambiance of the city around



Thursday, February 17, 2011

Side effects.


Erase my words
for someone else
Take my soul
its all I've kept
Forget my name
Rip my chest
And take my heart
leave me bleeding
far apart
from everything I've ever had
Everything I've ever known
leave me desolate
and alone


I don't know any different
I never have


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Alone.



Love left me void
screaming your name,
there’s no trace to my voice
tears, burning with desire
loneliness
eager love, set on fire
my cries call out
to hold you near
I want your love
I want you here
the touch of your skin
take my love held within
ease my heart, ease the ache
ease the pain I can no longer take
the feelings inside aren’t the feelings I’ve shown
please take my hand
I just can’t do this alone



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